Sunday, October 14, 2007

更艱辛的生活開始了


十月二日正式返工了。不過說是返工其實也只是返去office training罷了。頭一個禮拜的orientation幾乎沒有很多讓我感興趣的東西,只是記得頭三天連續每晚到11點才回到家的辛苦滋味,所以每天都幾乎在渾渾噩噩中度過,當然也因爲我吾够訓啦:)

然後就是三四天的所謂tax training.搞training的senior們妄圖想在3天之內要我們完全掌握profits tax, 所以可想而知效果能有多大,時間被浪費了有多少。不過那些資料和練習還是蠻有用的,也當粗略的復習一下咯。

七號那天爸爸來了,幫我帶來了很多東西。爸爸住了一個禮拜左右,每天晚上都煮好飯等我回來,白天又幫我們處理瑣事,打掃衛生和繳費。以前在家裏的時候總覺得爸爸是粗人一個, 有時很固執,甚至感到無法溝通。現在一個人住了,才發現爸爸真的好好,什麽都會做,什麽問題都可以幫我解决,爸爸真的好疼我。所以當爸爸走的時候,我真的好不捨得……忽然有一種衝動,好想好想爸媽們可以長命百歲,讓我好好孝順他們。還是不多說了,開始眼淺了……

今天上了白痴WS. 下午兩點到晚上十點,簡直是讓人崩潰的機制。不過見到了不少conversion的朋友,也是一件好事啦,畢竟能够見面的場合和機會真的不多了。

上班才兩個禮拜就病了兩次,喉嚨痛了一陣又一陣。拉肚子的問題還是未有解决。可能是太累太累了。這種生活真難熬啊!什麽時候才完結呢?!

Some day someone asked me what I like to do other than study for work or work for study. I got stuck at getting the answer. I like movies, but I seldom watch any movie these days; I wanna go out travelling, but I don't even get a chance to think about it; I wanna cook myself great meals, but I can't see any way I could manage to get my stomach all over. Life is passed every day with my passion dissolved, with my belief defeated and with my pursuit shaken. For the time being, how I wish I could close my eyes and have a dream in a boundless universe without any disturbance from reality, not even a tiny bit of it...

 
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